March 2013
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reminiscing and life
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Spring breakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! I can not hold in my excitement~ I don’t have to go anywhere unless I want to until Friday and I am so fucking excited! I don’t have to wake up at 7am, unless I want to. I don’t have to spend 50% of my day in classes. I CAN GO PANTSLESS. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY I AM??? NO PANTS. NONE. NADA. PANTS ARE OVER THERE ——->
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[[MORE]]having stupid feelings. super overwhelmed. want to just run away. if anything just for a day. i lost my cute lunch bag today. i don’t even know how. what the fuck is wrong with me? just finished girls and it made me bawl and want to cut off all my hair. can i just disappear now? please? why do i even exist?
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Dying~
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Southern Spring show went well. Got 3rd place in Creativity, which was good. There were some really neat gardens there. Was slightly disappointed in the vendors. Not a lot of nurseries or anything. Was hoping to score some plants. :[
Staying in Charlotte actually wasn’t that bad at all. I expected it to be a lot worse. Our motel wasn’t too bad and to be...
December 2012
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Update
Passed fall semester! 3.80 GPA. Algebra/Trig: B Computer Basics: A Fall Gardening Lab: A Plant Materials II: A Turfgrass ID and Cult: A Basic Landscape Techniques: A College Student Success: A
Taking on 18 credit hours, which includes an 180 hour/semester co-op (which I will get paid for 10 hrs/wk), spring semester. Classes start the seventh. Here’s hoping that I don’t die! If...
October 2012
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so tired
Today I started workstudy. Instead of tutoring, I’m doing regular workstudy because it was needed a lot more. Worked pretty much from 8:30am - 2pm. I am beat. I was beat when I got home. But I still planted about ten azaleas, let the chickens out for some freedom, and did most of my homework from the week. I can not keep my eyes open. This has been an update.
Oh and a little...
September 2012
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Derp
The director of the landscape gardening program approached me today and asked me to be a part of the first ever landscape gardening tutoring workstudy. We’ve never had tutors specifically available for landscape gardening and there will only be a couple. She’s supposed to get back to me about when I start, what hours I’ll be doing it, and all the nitty gritty. It’s only...
August 2012
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To do list (before school starts back)
Buy my books for school (bought 3 out of eight or so)
Hangout with Caro some more! (we got a killer to do list of our own!)
Wash nanny’s cars
Install the suet feeders in the chicken pen with treats (i’ve got squishy peaches, plums, some cucumbers that are going to seed, and a big ol cabbage head!)
Spend time with awesome people at the lake
Create a big treat ball made out of...
July 2012
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School so far:
Wednesday is the last class of the semester! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
English: I have a 99.5% average; this includes my essays (two 100%, one 99%, one to be graded, and one to be turned in on Tuesday) and in class assignments.
Algebra: I have an A average (haven’t figured it up and this classes grades haven’t been posted online) and my final is on Wednesday. D:
Landscape Gardening...
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June 2012
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Drunken to-do list
Dye hair orange
Get matching navel piercings with Caro
Get Totoro tattoos with Caro
Pee myself to death
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Moar life updates!
Classes are still going well.
Had my first math test Monday. Get it back today. I’m horrible at math, so I’m really anxious.
Turned in my first college essay on Thursday. Get it back tomorrow when I turn in my second essay. Scared shitless even though he ooo’ed and ahh’ed at my first one and told me how much he enjoyed it. Really scared about turning the next one in...
May 2012
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Life updates!
My last day of working at Walmart is the 15th and I’m goddamn excited because I hate it there. Quitting my job and becoming a full time student and occasionally getting nakkid on the interwebs.
Get my books the 16th. Weirded out because the online bookstore says that my algebra class is just a bunch of dvds.. uh.
School starts the 17th, same day as mom’s birthday, and I get to stay...
April 2012
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Summer school
My schedule.. let me show you how full of “oh.. okay..” it is! MONDAY
Introductory Algebra - 5:30pm - 7:40pm
Introductory Algebra LAB - 7:41pm - 9:15pm
TUESDAY
Summer Gardening LAB - 8:00AM - 12:35PM
Pest Management - 1:00PM - 2:30PM
Pest Management LAB - 2:35PM - 4:05PM
English - Expository Writing - 5:30PM - 7:40PM
English - Expository Writing LAB - 7:45PM - 9:15PM
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March 2012
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i think one of my dogs is dying.
she hasn’t been doing so well lately. been really sluggish and hasn’t been feeling well. she’s fourteen years old and i know if i took her to the vet, they’d put her down. i was hoping she was just in a rut or had a cold. but i don’t think that’s the case anymore.
she fell in the creek behind the house tonight. the puppies...
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This blog is just life updates, okay?
I’m officially a college student! Community college, but whatevs right? I’m starting this summer. Have FASFA (Financial aid) filed out, but I have to wait on the college to decide how much I actually get. Maybe I’ll be able to use my scholarship, maybe not. I have no idea. Last time I tried to use my scholarship, they told me to apply for a pell grant so I could pay for my...
February 2012
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Short life update
Gotta get to work.
Had my “eval” (evaluation, i don’t see why they don’t just say the whole word). I was evaluated by a manager that’s never even seen me work… okay. So I didn’t get a raise and I got “satisfactory” on everything. They also informed me that back when I had a stomach virus and the flu, that when I stayed out for three days...
January 2012
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December 2011
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November 2011
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October 2011
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That awkward moment you go next door to borrow...
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People I have no interest in talking to or...
Some one that I talked to when I was like sixteen and was a creep then, but became a bigger creep years later when they broke into someone’s house and then went to prison for a year for it and wrote me weekly from prison. Annnnnd they’ve now gotten their girlfriend pregnant and are posting “~*IT’S A GIRL*~” graphics all over the place. Just no. No. NO. GET. THE....
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September 2011
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July 2011
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I have such judgemental "friends"
I’m not a bad person because
I don’t have a job.
I don’t have a boyfriend.
Hey, I still have money saved from when I worked for less than a year over a year ago, so get off my ass. You are aware that the economy sucks and jobs are lacking, right? I mean, the place I used to work at CLOSED. So yeah. STFU.
June 2011
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March 2011
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Hey. Guess what I'm doing!
Ignoring the internet. Kbai.
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My tummy hurts; a life update
Yesterday I went to Tractor Supply and bought six little chickies. :D Two are Black Australorps (straight-run), 1 Golden Comet (pullet), and four unknown breed little yellow chicks (pullets). They’re living in a cardboard box (and a cardboard pen when I’m not sleeping) in my room next to my computer desk with a nice warm heat lamp. We’re going to keep them inside until it...
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I should probably put up my clean clothes sooner..
- 3 pairs of pj pants - 2 sleep shirts - 1 ex-boyfriend shirt sleep shirt - 1 pair of longjohns - 3 pair of sleep/lounge shorts - 6 long sleeve shirts - 1 thermal shirt - 12+ pairs of underwear - 3 bras - 18 pairs of socks - 2 pairs of tights - 1 pair of stockings - 8 tanktops - 2 shirts - 1 pair of shorts - 4 pair of jeans - 1 pair of sweatpants
February 2011
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Religious debates make me shake
Even when they’re via the internet. This is mainly because I know that the other person (or in this case, persons) is going to try to shove their proverbial religious dick down my throat and accuse me of either being wrong or not knowing what I’m talking about because I “don’t go to church.” I literally get so pissed that I start shaking like our chihuahua when...
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January 2011
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OHai headache with a side of extreme dizziness,...
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Death. (big block of text)
My dad’s mom died this morning. I feel like I’m going to throw up. She had been gaining a lot of fluid recently and since she was in an assisted living community instead of a nursing home, they never really did much for her. They had took her the ER a while back because of it. They gave her Lasix (which is supposed to make you pee a lot, but it’s hard on the kidneys and even...
December 2010
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Christmasssssssss
A list of stuff I received and am excited about~
NEW BOOB JEWELRY! - As nanny said, “Rubies for your boobies!” A ruby on the end of each ball. Shiny, custom, perfect. Happy titty.
Just Dance 2 - I suck so bad, but it’s a lot of fun. Everyone kicks my ass at it, but whatevsssssssssss.
Footy pajamas - the only downsides: i have to pretty much take my top off to go pee in...
November 2010
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This is the last time I'm addressing this;...
Alright, so. You have so much time on your hands that you want to creep someone out. You want to pretty much stalk them online. Okay then. Sad life and I don’t really understand it, but to each his own, I guess.
What I don’t get from this sort of thing is that usually the guys that creep me out on here are people that have girlfriends (hell, some have even been MARRIED). ...
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Week of migraines
Alright, so I’m not dead. I let some people whats going on and why I’ve literally been afraid that be killed and such. Wow that sounds dramatic, but yeah… Anyway, I’m going to keep this cryptic and short. Just going to post it here because I’m too lazy to get a hold of people who actually give a goddamn.
Her boyfriend bailed her out (with $20,000 in cash) and...
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FUCKING FROST/COLD KILLED EVERYTHING
I HAD BABY GREEN PEPPERS STILL GROWING AND IT’S ALL MUSH NOW. ;______;
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ATTN: MALES
Dear guy that has been looking at my stuff quite religiously since about 2008, If you have a girlfriend, quit grinding on my proverbial dick. No, really. It isn’t attractive at all. Quit sending me anonymous messages. Don’t e-mail me, don’t message me. Just drop it. I have a statcounter on all of my Tumblrs, LiveJournals, and Dreamwidth accounts. That means that I know how...
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Life life life life
After eating about fourteen jello shots in about an hour and a half the other night (what, I had like 25 leftover in my fridge. where else are they supposed to go? in the trash? BAHHHHHH!), I decided to play Pokemon Snap. Yeah.
That’s just about how ~*interesting*~ life is at the moment. I don’t know if it’s that I’m depressed or I’m just a sleepy person, but...
October 2010
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[thirtydays] » Your aspirations (29) / One last...
[thirtydays] » Your aspirations (29)
Live. Figure out who I am. Be a better daughter, sister, granddaughter, friend. /sappy
[thirtydays] » One last moment (30)
Nothing.
Click the read more link for the meme list: Day 01 - Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love Day 03 – Your parents Day 04 – What you ate today Day 05 – Your definition of love Day 06 – Your day Day 07 – Your...
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[thirtydays] » Something that you miss (28)
Waking up to someone. Feeling a warm body in bed next to me. Play fighting. Morning sex. Going on movie dates. Making dinner for someone. Texting someone almost every minute of every day. Random phone calls, just because. Sleeping on someone else’s couch with someone. Having my neck kissed, bitten, squeezed. Someone who sticks up for me. Someone that I can call in the middle of...
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[thirtydays] » Your favorite place (27)
The beach. Almost any beach. Want a beach house.
Click the read more link for the meme list: Day 01 - Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love Day 03 – Your parents Day 04 – What you ate today Day 05 – Your definition of love Day 06 – Your day Day 07 – Your best friend Day 08 – A moment Day 09 – Your beliefs Day 10 – What you wore today Day 11 – Your siblings Day 12 – What’s in your bag...
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[thirtydays] » Your fears (26)
Spiders, heights, diseases (mostly kidney disease), forever alone, stairs without rails, STDs, blah.
Click the read more link for the meme list: Day 01 - Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love Day 03 – Your parents Day 04 – What you ate today Day 05 – Your definition of love Day 06 – Your day Day 07 – Your best friend Day 08 – A moment Day 09 – Your beliefs Day 10 – What you wore today...
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[thirtydays] » A first (25)
I’ve had this same tab open with a blank post trying to think of something to write here. All I can think about is relationship firsts and I don’t want to write about something like that since all of my relationships turned into relationSHITs. SO HA, NO ENTRY FOR J00!
Click the read more link for the meme list: Day 01 - Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love Day 03 – Your...
